Why hello :) Been ageeesss since I last blogged ! Nothing new. Just that same old boring life :( SPM is approaching. Having mixed feelings about this. Well mostly, happy :) Cause the sooner it comes, the faster I get over it. And the faster I get over it, the faster I leave school ! CANNOT WAIT :')

Basically, my life took a change. Really. No joke. I used to be such a strong, and capable person. Right  now, at this moment, I feel like trash. My life is so meaningless at times, I even question my existence. Like, no one cares about me sad life. So why bother?

So lately I figured out how not to be a loner is to talk to myself. HAH. Get it ? Talk-to-ma-self? Thats exactly what I'm doing now ;) I figured out that in order not to feel so sorry to myself, I should just rant it out. Anyways, I've been really emotional over Cory Monteith's death :'( You can say I am grieving alongside with Lea Michele. How would you feel when you're about to marry the love of you life and then BAAAM. He/she is gone.. FOREVER... *cues for some melodramatic song please.. :'< It was almost a perfect ending for her ToT

Besides that, I found out that I'm actually an introvert. Yeap. I AM A FREAKING INTROVERT. HOHO ToT Guess that explains why I dread picking up phone calls even if its from some close friends. I used to have that phobia of not answering a call. But I kinda mustered some courage and overcome that peculiar habit of mine. Like, shesh. It's just one stoopid phone call right? ;) Besides that, I realise that I tend to shut down on people whenever I am tired. That explains why I have my straight face on whenever I go for loooonngg outings. HEH.

Alright, I'm just going to end things here.
Good bye.

Want to find out if you're an introvert? Check it out HERE!

Why hello :) Been ageeesss since I last blogged ! Nothing new. Just that same old boring life :( SPM is approaching. Having mixed feelings about this. Well mostly, happy :) Cause the sooner it comes, the faster I get over it. And the faster I get over it, the faster I leave school ! CANNOT WAIT :')

Basically, my life took a change. Really. No joke. I used to be such a strong, and capable person. Right  now, at this moment, I feel like trash. My life is so meaningless at times, I even question my existence. Like, no one cares about me sad life. So why bother?

So lately I figured out how not to be a loner is to talk to myself. HAH. Get it ? Talk-to-ma-self? Thats exactly what I'm doing now ;) I figured out that in order not to feel so sorry to myself, I should just rant it out. Anyways, I've been really emotional over Cory Monteith's death :'( You can say I am grieving alongside with Lea Michele. How would you feel when you're about to marry the love of you life and then BAAAM. He/she is gone.. FOREVER... *cues for some melodramatic song please.. :'< It was almost a perfect ending for her ToT

Besides that, I found out that I'm actually an introvert. Yeap. I AM A FREAKING INTROVERT. HOHO ToT Guess that explains why I dread picking up phone calls even if its from some close friends. I used to have that phobia of not answering a call. But I kinda mustered some courage and overcome that peculiar habit of mine. Like, shesh. It's just one stoopid phone call right? ;) Besides that, I realise that I tend to shut down on people whenever I am tired. That explains why I have my straight face on whenever I go for loooonngg outings. HEH.

Alright, I'm just going to end things here.
Good bye.

Want to find out if you're an introvert? Check it out HERE!

Hello. The name's Alyssa. 16. Blows her birthday candle every year on the 18th of October. Has a soft spot for blue. If sleeping and eating were paid jobs, I'll be at it.

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