Can someone be a dear and tell me how long it has been since I came over to blog about my life ? D; Yes, been ages till I lost track. So just a brief update, its 2013 already . Month of May. The 23rd. 

So what's new? Oh, I'll tell you whats new. THIS.

Today I am just going to be transparent about how I really feel. So if you feel bored already, get lost. 

I have never been sadder all my life. Just one stupid mistake, and there I go.
I paid for a ticket to the most scariest roller coaster of my life. No joke.

I don't laugh that often.

I feel sorry for myself.

I feel angry at almost anything.

No doubt  we're entering the middle of the month soon . I always, always console myself with this.

'Keep calm, its almost over'

I cannot take another step in life. Have you ever taken a look at yourself and wonder that the earth would be a better place without you in it?

Yea, told you I am in for the most scariest roller coaster alive. They say to be strong. God is always testing, but why me?
But why not me? Gosh I am so sick and tired I just want to bury myself and cry. 

Obviously I am not okay. Never had been, never will be. 

My only escape has been my sleep. I am able to run away from reality just for a little while. Okay. No doubt I miss my friends. I miss them so much till the extend I have no freaking idea what has become of us. I am tired of being nice to people whom I dislike. Its not that I never try, I did. Those kind of people whom you wished never existed. Oh gosh, my life is a mess. I am so distorted. Very distorted. I have no idea why am I here on planet earth.

I really am pissed and mad about my life. I cannot express myself much lately. I have no idea why.

Every time I come onto blogger, I have the no clue of whatsoever about my life. I really want to scream and shout and let it all out.

I am tired of living a life to please everyone. If you expect more out of me, why don't you just expect that from yourself? I am so mad over dinner last night I just burst out crying. I hate how even your closest relatives think of you. Just because things don't turn out how you wished they did that doesn't mean I am taking you for granted. How could I even take you for granted, I ask you. 

And as for society, I am done trying to please you. Whether it is for the authority or someone I care. I am tired of caring so much. I am tired of  being so nice.

Don't come asking me why am I so down. I box your face. 

Can someone be a dear and tell me how long it has been since I came over to blog about my life ? D; Yes, been ages till I lost track. So just a brief update, its 2013 already . Month of May. The 23rd. 

So what's new? Oh, I'll tell you whats new. THIS.

Today I am just going to be transparent about how I really feel. So if you feel bored already, get lost. 

I have never been sadder all my life. Just one stupid mistake, and there I go.
I paid for a ticket to the most scariest roller coaster of my life. No joke.

I don't laugh that often.

I feel sorry for myself.

I feel angry at almost anything.

No doubt  we're entering the middle of the month soon . I always, always console myself with this.

'Keep calm, its almost over'

I cannot take another step in life. Have you ever taken a look at yourself and wonder that the earth would be a better place without you in it?

Yea, told you I am in for the most scariest roller coaster alive. They say to be strong. God is always testing, but why me?
But why not me? Gosh I am so sick and tired I just want to bury myself and cry. 

Obviously I am not okay. Never had been, never will be. 

My only escape has been my sleep. I am able to run away from reality just for a little while. Okay. No doubt I miss my friends. I miss them so much till the extend I have no freaking idea what has become of us. I am tired of being nice to people whom I dislike. Its not that I never try, I did. Those kind of people whom you wished never existed. Oh gosh, my life is a mess. I am so distorted. Very distorted. I have no idea why am I here on planet earth.

I really am pissed and mad about my life. I cannot express myself much lately. I have no idea why.

Every time I come onto blogger, I have the no clue of whatsoever about my life. I really want to scream and shout and let it all out.

I am tired of living a life to please everyone. If you expect more out of me, why don't you just expect that from yourself? I am so mad over dinner last night I just burst out crying. I hate how even your closest relatives think of you. Just because things don't turn out how you wished they did that doesn't mean I am taking you for granted. How could I even take you for granted, I ask you. 

And as for society, I am done trying to please you. Whether it is for the authority or someone I care. I am tired of caring so much. I am tired of  being so nice.

Don't come asking me why am I so down. I box your face.