"I'll go back go December"

"Turn around and make things alright"

Hello. Why yes. The reason why I'm blogging tonight is because I feel awful. Ya' heard me ? Awful. I was sitting down and staring into space when it occurred to me that next year will be my last year in school. Honestly, that freaked me out. I am serious. Come to think of it, I rather relive those moments when I first stepped into secondary school. 4 years down the road, I have learned tremendous and it has shaped me into who I am today. Without my high school experiences, I'm not really sure what will become of me. Seriously speaking. Thinking about next year made me shudder with dread. I'll be sitting for my SPM and then it's the end of high school. I am getting a little bit emotional here. I am serious. I am just not showing it that's all *holds back tears.

I was just joking. But still right ? Sometimes thoughts like these make me wonder.. What have I done in the past few years ? Hmm. No doubt I am very matured now compared to when I was still a Form 1. But yeah.. Time flies way too fast. I remember vividly in 2010 when daddy bought an I pad and I was hooked on to it with Bruno Mars - Just the way you are, Mei Chen and Sue Mae coming over and we played some ping pong game (except that it is waaaaay cooler than ping pong. Just that I forgotten what the game was called :B) , jogging, dealing with new experiences. I think 2010 was my turning point. Now look, it's 2012. In a couple of weeks, it's all over. 2013. The future scares me sometimes. We definitely have to be vigilant and watchful because God is coming back very soon. Am I prepared ? Honestly, no. I seriously have no idea on what my career should be. Although being an orthodontist seems pretty impressing.. Hmmm. I think honesty, growing up is scary. Can you imagine yourself being 40 years old in the years to come ? I can't. I am scared of growing up actually. Just when I want to settle down and enjoy things for a little while, it's all gone. And it turns into memories.

Alright. Enough of ranting. I shall let God carry me through. I have a feeling there will several breakdowns next year. Hmmm.

That's all for now. 

Adios

"I'll go back go December"

"Turn around and make things alright"

Hello. Why yes. The reason why I'm blogging tonight is because I feel awful. Ya' heard me ? Awful. I was sitting down and staring into space when it occurred to me that next year will be my last year in school. Honestly, that freaked me out. I am serious. Come to think of it, I rather relive those moments when I first stepped into secondary school. 4 years down the road, I have learned tremendous and it has shaped me into who I am today. Without my high school experiences, I'm not really sure what will become of me. Seriously speaking. Thinking about next year made me shudder with dread. I'll be sitting for my SPM and then it's the end of high school. I am getting a little bit emotional here. I am serious. I am just not showing it that's all *holds back tears.

I was just joking. But still right ? Sometimes thoughts like these make me wonder.. What have I done in the past few years ? Hmm. No doubt I am very matured now compared to when I was still a Form 1. But yeah.. Time flies way too fast. I remember vividly in 2010 when daddy bought an I pad and I was hooked on to it with Bruno Mars - Just the way you are, Mei Chen and Sue Mae coming over and we played some ping pong game (except that it is waaaaay cooler than ping pong. Just that I forgotten what the game was called :B) , jogging, dealing with new experiences. I think 2010 was my turning point. Now look, it's 2012. In a couple of weeks, it's all over. 2013. The future scares me sometimes. We definitely have to be vigilant and watchful because God is coming back very soon. Am I prepared ? Honestly, no. I seriously have no idea on what my career should be. Although being an orthodontist seems pretty impressing.. Hmmm. I think honesty, growing up is scary. Can you imagine yourself being 40 years old in the years to come ? I can't. I am scared of growing up actually. Just when I want to settle down and enjoy things for a little while, it's all gone. And it turns into memories.

Alright. Enough of ranting. I shall let God carry me through. I have a feeling there will several breakdowns next year. Hmmm.

That's all for now. 

Adios