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Sad Confession
Wednesday, December 4, 201311:02 PM

 

It's been ages since I came onto blogger to rant about how I feel etc. Actually, my life is pretty boring but now that SPM is over and I am freeee from High School I feel a tiny bit free from all my imprisonment of sadness and depression. High school sucks & I hate everything it has to offer. I thank God I left that bloody place that has cause me endless tears, hurts & bitterness. 

Mind my language. I don't usually speak like that but I just need to express how much I really loathe my high school  memories :( It all sucks ttm. For one thing, I have shitty friends who just back stab me & made me feel useless as ever. You sacrifice so much for them and all you get it nothing in return. Sometimes I even wonder why do I trouble myself to go through the extra mile to even give them a call & ask them how they've been. In addition to that, I have to live my schooling life with hypocrites whom I once call them friends. Actually, I really am not blessed with good friends & I do realise that. 

Honestly speaking, during my SPM examination I have friends who just hit me up & ask me for tips. Bloody tips is what I am worth now is it? Other than that I am just saw dust to your eyes. Like screw every one of you. Friends my butt. I really hate people who just talk to me just to get something in return. Yeah sure to all you judge mental readers out there. I understand that this is just part and parcel of life & it will only get worse when I go out and work. But guess what ? Screw you guys too. This is a place where I rant out my frustration. Therefore if it bothers you too much then just click the red "x" button at the corner of this page. Thank you.

Other than eating, sleeping and watching youtube, I went to Malacca with my family :) But I guess I'll go that blog post another time as the pictures aren't here. Oh gosh, I really blame all the unhappiness that made me neglect this blog. Oh wells.