"The art of being emo , is to not let anyone know you're emo"
i had enough of being in my own little world . being alone in this journey is not something i enjoy at all . just when you think that your friends will be there for you , they back-stab you instead . And that is why my title for today is , "Teenage Concern" .

Once we step into secondary school , we want to mix around with the coolest and the awesoment people around . We will do whatever it takes just to be popular and to be accepted . What we don't realise is that we're faking ourselves . In the midst of everything , we forgotten who we really are . We're stuck in a daze of being popular and being ourselves . No one likes to take the lonely road . Everyone needs attention . But somehow , sticking up for yourselves seems like like the best choice you have after everything that has happened .

People whom you thought were your friends , starts to drift away . Jealousy and betrayal takes over in a freindship . Instead of being there for someone , you end up hurting them more . Without investigating what's really the matter , they jump into conclusion . No one seems to understand you although you've been friends with them for quite some times . I always believe in this quoto , "If you don't understand my silence, you don't understand me" . Sometimes when i isolate myself , i might be enduring a dilemma which only time can heal . I may not be myself but im always me . What disappoint me is the betrayal and jealousy . Betrayal is usually something common . First they start to find your faults , then they talk behind your back . Then in the end everyone starts to avoid you . They treat you as though you're nothing . In the world , there are many types of people . But its up to us to find the correct ones to mix around with .

The other thing that upsets me is jealousy . Just because of a person , you totally changed . Maybe that person might have some influential spell that makes you drift away . But what you don't realise is love never lasts . Freinds or Love ? your pick . just make sure you don't pick the wrong one , thats all .

sometimes when i ended up crying , i feel like hiding myself in the corner until im back to my rightful self . imagine crying and getting hurt countless time and by the time you leave your place , you meet your crush . wouldn't that be awkward ? especially when he / she starts being concern about you . you get that weird feeling of crying or not to cry in front of them . Its like , you have that ego in you to keep your face .

i like this picture very muchh :) i just dont know why . somehow , someday i wanna have a conversation like this . this kinda link to my previous post . I want every experience to be the first and everlasting . like for instant , i want to hold someone's hand and feel that gush of happiness for the first time . now , it wouldn't be nice to spoil everything and be in a relationship which may lead to break-ups right ? what if you made wonderful memories with them ? you won't be able to experience that kind of happiness with the next person whom you're gonna be with . it'll only remind you of that person whom you were with and it might ruin your current relationship . i don't want that to happen . i don't think you want that to happen to do you ? :)

so why dont we encourage others to be single ? just till they finish their studies . it'll serisouly save you loads of tissue boxes and time :)

"The art of being emo , is to not let anyone know you're emo"
i had enough of being in my own little world . being alone in this journey is not something i enjoy at all . just when you think that your friends will be there for you , they back-stab you instead . And that is why my title for today is , "Teenage Concern" .

Once we step into secondary school , we want to mix around with the coolest and the awesoment people around . We will do whatever it takes just to be popular and to be accepted . What we don't realise is that we're faking ourselves . In the midst of everything , we forgotten who we really are . We're stuck in a daze of being popular and being ourselves . No one likes to take the lonely road . Everyone needs attention . But somehow , sticking up for yourselves seems like like the best choice you have after everything that has happened .

People whom you thought were your friends , starts to drift away . Jealousy and betrayal takes over in a freindship . Instead of being there for someone , you end up hurting them more . Without investigating what's really the matter , they jump into conclusion . No one seems to understand you although you've been friends with them for quite some times . I always believe in this quoto , "If you don't understand my silence, you don't understand me" . Sometimes when i isolate myself , i might be enduring a dilemma which only time can heal . I may not be myself but im always me . What disappoint me is the betrayal and jealousy . Betrayal is usually something common . First they start to find your faults , then they talk behind your back . Then in the end everyone starts to avoid you . They treat you as though you're nothing . In the world , there are many types of people . But its up to us to find the correct ones to mix around with .

The other thing that upsets me is jealousy . Just because of a person , you totally changed . Maybe that person might have some influential spell that makes you drift away . But what you don't realise is love never lasts . Freinds or Love ? your pick . just make sure you don't pick the wrong one , thats all .

sometimes when i ended up crying , i feel like hiding myself in the corner until im back to my rightful self . imagine crying and getting hurt countless time and by the time you leave your place , you meet your crush . wouldn't that be awkward ? especially when he / she starts being concern about you . you get that weird feeling of crying or not to cry in front of them . Its like , you have that ego in you to keep your face .

i like this picture very muchh :) i just dont know why . somehow , someday i wanna have a conversation like this . this kinda link to my previous post . I want every experience to be the first and everlasting . like for instant , i want to hold someone's hand and feel that gush of happiness for the first time . now , it wouldn't be nice to spoil everything and be in a relationship which may lead to break-ups right ? what if you made wonderful memories with them ? you won't be able to experience that kind of happiness with the next person whom you're gonna be with . it'll only remind you of that person whom you were with and it might ruin your current relationship . i don't want that to happen . i don't think you want that to happen to do you ? :)

so why dont we encourage others to be single ? just till they finish their studies . it'll serisouly save you loads of tissue boxes and time :)