"Just close your eyes"
Monday, September 17, 20123:18 PM
So, hello. Forgive me for ditching my blog. I used to have loads of spare time for one of my "rant-it-all-out'' session through blogging. I had loads to update ever since, June? But right now, I don't want to talk about any of those. Excuse me for the super drained or shall I say totally no mood introduction.
Let's talk about the first thing in my mind.
REGRETS
We all have regrets. In some way or another. How do I handle my regrets? Well, simple. I always believed in having a good night's rest and everything will be alright the next morning. I live by that far too many times. Its no wonder I feel so sorry for myself.
REGRETS
We all have regrets. In some way or another. How do I handle my regrets? Well, simple. I always believed in having a good night's rest and everything will be alright the next morning. I live by that far too many times. Its no wonder I feel so sorry for myself.
I am 100% that everyone, let me repeat EVERYONE has a fond memory, he or she cherish with all their lives. I do, in fact have loads of memories I have no idea what happened to them. Either I stop reminiscing, or they just stop happening. I am opting for the second suggestion. Lately, everything's been a dread for me. I don't know. I just feel "oh-so-sorry" for my poor self. If it is really possible, I would love, love oh love! to purchase a time machine. Rewind those memories I wish to relive, pause every second, and stop every heart ache.
PEOPLE I USED TO KNOW
This is an issue I am trying, best to deal with. I hate the fact that people who used to be there for me, suddenly becomes someone I used to know. It really, really hurts until the extend I bury my head in my pillow and scream. (Okay, not so dramatic.. But you get the idea) So much so I wonder, if I changed? Or have they? This time, I think its both. The best part is? The people whom you used to know seems more happier now than before. I feel like I failed in being they're best of friend or something. K. Whatever I do doesn't seem to be enough for them I guess. Its K. I'll try dealing with this fact myself :'(
This is an issue I am trying, best to deal with. I hate the fact that people who used to be there for me, suddenly becomes someone I used to know. It really, really hurts until the extend I bury my head in my pillow and scream. (Okay, not so dramatic.. But you get the idea) So much so I wonder, if I changed? Or have they? This time, I think its both. The best part is? The people whom you used to know seems more happier now than before. I feel like I failed in being they're best of friend or something. K. Whatever I do doesn't seem to be enough for them I guess. Its K. I'll try dealing with this fact myself :'(
"EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT"
People tend to use this phrase a lot when comforting others. If you dare use this on me, be prepared for extra buckets for my tears. How do you even understand my situation ? How can you say that? It is better for me to keep my problems to myself than to share sometimes because at least I am able to distinguish my hopes and expectation. I am currently caught in the middle of no where. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to believe for myself that everything will be fine without anyone telling me so. Another thing which really bothers me, I hate it when someone tells me what to do. Whatever you like, may not be my cup of tea. Whatever you dislike, may be my liking. So don't come and influence me and affect the way I see things. If you don't like this person, deal with it yourself. I don't have to follow you and dislike that person as well right ? That would be really immature. Or unless, you really are. I just cannot comprehend that people tell me how to deal with my life. I know what I am suppose to do and I am very sure of every decision I make. If I regret, be it. Let me deal with it myself. It it through mistakes that we learn quote Tashini.
People tend to use this phrase a lot when comforting others. If you dare use this on me, be prepared for extra buckets for my tears. How do you even understand my situation ? How can you say that? It is better for me to keep my problems to myself than to share sometimes because at least I am able to distinguish my hopes and expectation. I am currently caught in the middle of no where. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to believe for myself that everything will be fine without anyone telling me so. Another thing which really bothers me, I hate it when someone tells me what to do. Whatever you like, may not be my cup of tea. Whatever you dislike, may be my liking. So don't come and influence me and affect the way I see things. If you don't like this person, deal with it yourself. I don't have to follow you and dislike that person as well right ? That would be really immature. Or unless, you really are. I just cannot comprehend that people tell me how to deal with my life. I know what I am suppose to do and I am very sure of every decision I make. If I regret, be it. Let me deal with it myself. It it through mistakes that we learn quote Tashini.
LET GO
At the moment I am trying my best to keep my chin up high. I will learn how to let go. It is always easier said than done. Yes, I understand. Things may not make sense now, but eventually it will all fall into place. I want to believe that everything happens for a reason. Yes, everything happens for God's purposes. I wonder how the outcome will be.
At the moment I am trying my best to keep my chin up high. I will learn how to let go. It is always easier said than done. Yes, I understand. Things may not make sense now, but eventually it will all fall into place. I want to believe that everything happens for a reason. Yes, everything happens for God's purposes. I wonder how the outcome will be.
