I hate this feeling; the feeling of being lost . I hate being left alone to tend my scars. I just want to let go of everything that I've been through and just forget that I even have em' . I am so sick and tired to the core of trusting someone and they go and mess it up. I am so tired of pretending that there is someone out there worthy of my time ; but just when I start believing , they all start to fade away and resulting me into getting scars (which I already have enough, like duh!) I am tired.

Yahh, I be myself and I get mistaken for being who I really am . I am really very tired that I just prefer being invisible , you know ? Like, really be a shadow or something ?

Just when I thought that you were the good person , you go behind and stab me in the back. I am really hurt :'( No, really . I am . Seriously . Do you know how hard it is to pretend like everything is okay ?? It's really not that easy . But then again, no one said that I couldn't try to win the best newbie acting award right ? So I'm just going to take that easy .

I just came back from Impact camp 2012 . I am really tired that after I took my bath, I slept . And now its already past 12 . Like yeah. After some stalking I guess I shouldn't expect too much and I won't get hurt right ? True ? :) I am scared . Really , I am. Taking a small step forward ain't that easy you know . Not right after you got like , hurt here and there . I need time . Really, I do . I am so scared that even thinking about tomorrow scares me . What will happen to me ?

I hate this feeling; the feeling of being lost . I hate being left alone to tend my scars. I just want to let go of everything that I've been through and just forget that I even have em' . I am so sick and tired to the core of trusting someone and they go and mess it up. I am so tired of pretending that there is someone out there worthy of my time ; but just when I start believing , they all start to fade away and resulting me into getting scars (which I already have enough, like duh!) I am tired.

Yahh, I be myself and I get mistaken for being who I really am . I am really very tired that I just prefer being invisible , you know ? Like, really be a shadow or something ?

Just when I thought that you were the good person , you go behind and stab me in the back. I am really hurt :'( No, really . I am . Seriously . Do you know how hard it is to pretend like everything is okay ?? It's really not that easy . But then again, no one said that I couldn't try to win the best newbie acting award right ? So I'm just going to take that easy .

I just came back from Impact camp 2012 . I am really tired that after I took my bath, I slept . And now its already past 12 . Like yeah. After some stalking I guess I shouldn't expect too much and I won't get hurt right ? True ? :) I am scared . Really , I am. Taking a small step forward ain't that easy you know . Not right after you got like , hurt here and there . I need time . Really, I do . I am so scared that even thinking about tomorrow scares me . What will happen to me ?