Where shall I start ? January the fourth ? It's back to school I go . And to be honest , it wasn't as great as I hope it'll turned out . It doesn't feel the same anymore . The atmosphere . Its werid&awkward . What's more , Kavisha is not in the same class with us . It hurts tho . Hurts that I have to learn and accept changes . Which is not really necessary . I mean , we can all deal with changes another time , right ? Just .. Not now . Not when I'm not ready . Lately , the school seems unfamiliar . Its like going inside the boy's toilet . Not that I have , but .. Yeah , you get it . Everything is new this year . I have to study more . Not to forget , harder . Deal with people in my life . Understand changes . Its hard . To be honest , I wish I never met certain people . I'm just sick and tired . But sometimes it hurts . People change , and thats okay I guess . It's hard to move on actually . Actually , to be honest , I'm glad that I'm being emotional now . Its like, having a little hole in my heart . And then wait for God to patch it up again . Been quite some time since I had a lil emotional time . And boy, it affects everything . I don't feel the same when I greet people in church . It's like , I want to be alone for the time being . There's no enthusiasms . But, yeah . I'll turn out stronger than what I expect . So , no biggie being a lil emotional and breaking down right ? Yeah , I do break down when I'm by myself. It's like crying your problems away . And when I wake up the next morning , I don't feel so bad after that . And thanks alot buddy . You know who you are . But the thing that puzzles me is that , how did you even know how I feel at the moment ? I'm not that kind of person to tell how I actually feel when I'm really bruise . I rather be alone , cause I don't want to pull someone down with me . Enough said about being emo please .

Guess what ? I deactivated my facebook :D TEEHEE . Yes , I'm making it public so that you can save time trying to find me on Facebook . No particular reason , just felt like deactivating it . Problem ? :/ Find me on twitter instead :D AmericanWalnut The reason why I keep ranting about twitter is cause , I feel lonely there :( So make a twitter account and rant with me ? :) Nothing much to rant about here . So , see you guys :D Tell me how your first day of school went :D TEEHEE .

Where shall I start ? January the fourth ? It's back to school I go . And to be honest , it wasn't as great as I hope it'll turned out . It doesn't feel the same anymore . The atmosphere . Its werid&awkward . What's more , Kavisha is not in the same class with us . It hurts tho . Hurts that I have to learn and accept changes . Which is not really necessary . I mean , we can all deal with changes another time , right ? Just .. Not now . Not when I'm not ready . Lately , the school seems unfamiliar . Its like going inside the boy's toilet . Not that I have , but .. Yeah , you get it . Everything is new this year . I have to study more . Not to forget , harder . Deal with people in my life . Understand changes . Its hard . To be honest , I wish I never met certain people . I'm just sick and tired . But sometimes it hurts . People change , and thats okay I guess . It's hard to move on actually . Actually , to be honest , I'm glad that I'm being emotional now . Its like, having a little hole in my heart . And then wait for God to patch it up again . Been quite some time since I had a lil emotional time . And boy, it affects everything . I don't feel the same when I greet people in church . It's like , I want to be alone for the time being . There's no enthusiasms . But, yeah . I'll turn out stronger than what I expect . So , no biggie being a lil emotional and breaking down right ? Yeah , I do break down when I'm by myself. It's like crying your problems away . And when I wake up the next morning , I don't feel so bad after that . And thanks alot buddy . You know who you are . But the thing that puzzles me is that , how did you even know how I feel at the moment ? I'm not that kind of person to tell how I actually feel when I'm really bruise . I rather be alone , cause I don't want to pull someone down with me . Enough said about being emo please .

Guess what ? I deactivated my facebook :D TEEHEE . Yes , I'm making it public so that you can save time trying to find me on Facebook . No particular reason , just felt like deactivating it . Problem ? :/ Find me on twitter instead :D AmericanWalnut The reason why I keep ranting about twitter is cause , I feel lonely there :( So make a twitter account and rant with me ? :) Nothing much to rant about here . So , see you guys :D Tell me how your first day of school went :D TEEHEE .