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OPTIMISTIC;
The Story
That Girl
Dreams
Thank You
let's just see how you do that .
Saturday, April 30, 20119:47 PM


sometimes , i just wish someone would hug me tight telling me its alright . although sometimes i may seem okay and happy , but on the inside , it burning with grudge and pain . sorrow and tears . no one can make me feel better . although i try so hard to forget everything , they manage to haunt me again . and im pretty sick and tired of being haunt by the same thing ; over and over.

when i thought some people meant the world to me , they back stab and talk behind your back . people whom you thought were friends , turned out into bitter rival . maybe its true ; your best friend can be the person who hurts you the most . everything seems to be more clearer now . you just used me for the sake of your importance . you never really wanted our friendship . you merely did it for yourself didn't you ?

sometimes i wonder . what would happen if i haven't met you ? would everything turn out the same way it is right now ? will i be holding that grudge , pain and tears after everything that has happened ? where were you when i needed you the most ? how could you be so shallow after everything i've done ? haven't you realised that I was the one who made things to work out with you and him ?

and after everything , all i get back are rejection , talks behind my back , selfishness .
WHEN WILL EVERYTHING END ?
when will you stop pretending being someone whom you're not ?
i think its time to shoe your true colours .
true . you never believe in best freinds . but neither do i believe you are a true friend at all .
when will you start being you ?