Sunday, February 13, 20111:05 PM
keeping things to myself nowadays is not something new for me .
i am so used to my little world with no one else wondering ,
it feels awkward when someone ask you "What's wrong ? "
i just want to break down and say "EVERYTHING"
but then i just held everything back .
put on a fake paperdoll smile and say "i'm finee :) what's up ? "
sometimes , keeping things to yourself is much more comforting than
having a blur face staring at you after you let it out :(
not to say i dont trust anyone .
but getting that look in return hurts even more
after tryin to explain everything .
so much for expressing yourself :/
i am so used to my little world with no one else wondering ,
it feels awkward when someone ask you "What's wrong ? "
i just want to break down and say "EVERYTHING"
but then i just held everything back .
put on a fake paperdoll smile and say "i'm finee :) what's up ? "
sometimes , keeping things to yourself is much more comforting than
having a blur face staring at you after you let it out :(
not to say i dont trust anyone .
but getting that look in return hurts even more
after tryin to explain everything .
so much for expressing yourself :/
